Please Let January End

And thank god January is nearly over.

You will recall from a previous entry that i hoped 2009 would go much better than 2008, naturally after a bad year who wouldnt want things to go right.

Well if im honest im not allright, perticularly last night as this saw stress levels and annoyance through the roof, i was able to control myself and it was stress in the inside not the out.

Now your probably wondering why i was stressed, of course something had to have happened to cause it.

Right you are, its how im being treated by certain people, who think they can treat me like shit.

i'll start at the beginning, i did get with a girl in the first week of january i think it was, however a couple of days later asked if i wanted to break up with her, then was told she was going to do it anyway, now that probably doesnt sound that bad but thats not the main reason.

I recently have started talking to a girl from Lee On Solent, seemed very mature and likeable so we had arranged to meet up, i even took the job of finding where i was going and how to get there and even taking a wrong turn comming back, last night i had sent txts to her previously with no reply, your probably thinking no credit, then why did she ignore me when trying to talk to her online, hmmmm, and then she had the nerve to delete me from her facebook and reject a friend request, did i also mention ladies and gentleman that this girl is 23 years old.

And this morning after sending a message on facebook asking why, i simply get to to fuck off and being a twat and then even being blocked on facebook, now will someone please explain what the hell is going on.

I cant remember if i had previously said but im doing a work prep course at PCMI in Cosham, this is to help me find a job mainly but also other things such as boosting confidence as im running out of it, and i have to say there are a lot of nice people on here, what probably helps is that there older.

So going to PCMI is the good part of this month but being stitched up is the bad, lets hope that someone who is genuine will come along

Well thats about it for this entry, ill leave you now as youve probably had enough of my winging lol.

Until Next Time